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Writers are artists. As created beings, we are destined to create. It is part of our sense of self.
We
have only one problem. FEAR!
Doubts
arise, swarming around in self-talk, awful critiques, and sleepless nights: I'm a phony. Others are better. I'm not good
enough. Nothing I have to say is worth saying. I have no talent. I'm too old.
I'm too young. I'll never be as good as (fill in the blank).
And
so on.
In
creating, we enter dangerous territory. We reveal ourselves.
The
reality is, we can hear the music in our heads far better than the way our
fingers play it on the keys, and this is something that never changes. As Stanley Kuntz once said, "The poem in
the head is always perfect. Resistance comes when you try to convert it into
language."
But,
oh, how we love it, the creative endeavor, I mean, the vivid colors of paint on
the palette, the damp unformed clay in our hands, the potential message that
comes from a certain pen, the exquisite sound when a bow is drawn across the
strings of a violin; and we are hooked.
David
Bayles and Ted Orland in their reassuring book ART & FEAR say, "Talent
is a snare and a delusion. In the end, the practical questions about talent
come down to these: Who cares? Who would know? And What difference would it
make? And the practical answers are: Nobody, Nobody, and None."
Good
work, they imply, is NOT synonymous with perfect work. Work is flawed. We're
human beings, after all, human beings making art. If we demand perfection, we
are denying our universal humanity.
So
why not take a huge risk and give it our best shot? What a relief to know that
we simply must make peace with our striving, imperfect, all-too-human selves,
and continue on in spite of the fear. What choice do we have? Creating is about
self-expression, but it's really more than that, isn't it? Bayles and Orland
say is succinctly: "The need to make art may not stem solely from the need
to express who you are, but from the need to complete a relationship with
something outside yourself. As a maker of art you are custodian of issues
larger than self."
This
is what Julia Cameron tells us in THE ARTIST'S WAY and exactly what I tell my
journaling students on Thursday mornings. It's what people like Sir Ken
Robinson and Joseph Campbell and Natalie Goldberg and so many others have been
saying for a long time.
We
are creative beings; therefore, we must create. To do so, we must face the fear
and trembling, risk all, and continue on.
So true
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